What's Broken Can Never Be Fixed

Maybe it is true after all, that life is full of experiences and you've got to expect the unexpected. Hopefully, these experiences will make you grow wiser as a person. Well, it wouldn't be much fun if life was predictable and perfect all the time. Just when I least expected it, a new lesson awaited for me at the beginning of 2007. I could only watch on helplessly as a former "distinguished passenger of mine" decided to switch vehicles permanently. Simply put, not only were my feelings for this girl went unreciprocated, she is now attached to a friend of mine. The perpetrator stood his ground and won the war. Initially, I refused to believe my eyes but a second confirmation with another friend washed all doubt away. As far as I know, it is the end of the road for me.
Fortunately (or unforunately), I knew my hopes were pretty slim and I decided to make October 28th my final date, albeit a memorable one. But, regardless of how prepared I was, I had forgotten the fact that I'm human after all. Emotions got the better of me I had to take time off to fix myself. At that time, the new semester had just began and I could not let this affect my life. This explains the long absence in my blogging. For now, as I'm writing this blog entry, I would like to believe that I have "self-healed" enough, though not completely, as I attempt to move on. I will take it as another valuable lesson learnt in the game of life...
Well, I have embarked on a new semester, looking forward to bring my cap to new heights and enjoying all the five modules I successfully bidded for, especially Japanese! At least God has been kind enough to spare me from those bidding blues. Hopefully, I will be able to decide wisely on my major after this semester. It is the last semester before declaration after all. I also finally bought the Man Utd away kit after much consideration. It looks wonderful, of course with "Scholes" printed at the back.
I was at the National Stadium three times last week to witness our national side progress through the ASEAN cup group stage with two other close friends, Aly and Fabius. The three of us went for an unbelievable roller-coaster ride, enduring a frustrating goaless draw with Vietnam, enjoying an emphatic 11-0 thumping of Laos and a final nail-biting 2-2 draw with Indonesia in which the referee was totally rubbish. The National Stadium looks like it is a century old and hopefully this is truely the last time it is being used. We now face off with our neighbours Malaysia whom I believe we will have no problems beating.
Tutorials to start next week and the semester will go full swing from then on. A long and winding 'drama' has finally concluded, and I have came out the worst. It is definitely time to move on and continue with life.

My favourite song now to heal my soul...
单身潜逃 词曲:戴佩妮

我没有你想像中那么坚强
我只是擅长用微笑去伪装,不是吗
我没有你形容的那么勇敢
我偶尔也会慌
我也和你一样曾经年少轻狂
受了一点伤
我们都是一样
相信永远不远但坚持却有点难

就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧
烧痛了我们就逃
带着现实的铐
摺叠我剩余的微笑
通往没有你的轨道
就让记忆中的你慢慢老
老去了谁也得不到
带着我的祈祷
摺叠我累积的问号
开始一次的单身潜逃